that moment with her :)

I can't update my blog selalu. I'm busy all the time. Hmm, but last Saturday I'm out with her, she's look more pretty when she wear tudung. yeah more pretty, its make my heart beat faster than before. haha, we went to KL, i drive people. :) hmm, but i have no licence. and there's a lots of police around kl, like OMG. but she ask me to relax. tak kena tahan :P hmm, makan kat kedai mamak bawah pokok. fucking yummy kann? then we went to sogo cause i want to buy something fr my daddy. hmm, fr some reason i love being appreciate from her. she make me feels so complete. even though she just "friend" of mine. i love her, and she also always make me laugh with her jokes and when i saw her smile its make me feel legaaaa :) and when went out with her, ada je yang tak kena. haha, slalu merungut2. thats when i love her. her own attitude. she's not plastic like others. first time jumpa pun jadi mcm dh lama kenal. cause her is her. and I'm sad if i must leave her fr some reason. bila dh tak rapat lagi i don't know what to do. I'm sad when she's sad. Bila keluar masa mraz concert. she's look sad. hmm, i want to know why, but she secret it from me. I thought I know everything about her, but actually not. She's not what you look her outside, nak mendalami diri dia amat lah susah. Dia banyak secret but I know one day she will tell someone that she trust. . and there's is one song for her, Skyway Avenue by We The Kings. Its for her :)

I feel so damn tired

Yeah, I'm quite busy lately. Penat gila babi doe. Haih, chemistry and bio kene hafal banyak gila. tu lah, tak nak belajar since form 4. hmm, and this saturday ada family day. tah hape2. jumpa cousin gedik2 semua. benci je. baik lepak rumah, main ps ke? main bola ke? haha, shopping ke en? hmm, lama kot tak contact budak busuk. rindu ah en? hmm, if i make a first move, is't she accept it? haih, i'm confuse. I want to concetrate to my study but I also don't want her to fall in others hand. haih, make me a choice please. hmm, I didn't use phone as usual. guna weekend je. try to me smart. haha,

haih,

i'm kinda scared about my result. i didn't study at all. tu lah, main bola je keje. hmm, fizik is damn easy also add maths. but, chemistry and bio, i didn't remember the formula. haih. history is so damn bored, how come dee love history ? haha, she's weird ain't she ?
hmm, i also scared if my crush taken with somebody else. she keep talking about one of my friends. haih, i'm so menyesal kenalkan mereka berdua. my friends tu pun always ask about her. haih, i don't to be middle person. i'm tired of this. haih. i love my crush and i care about my friends. what should i do?

like OMG

next month ada test? haih, kene study semua. haih, tape. nk jadi engineer punya pasal. btw, science stream tak susah wey :) dee masuk lah science stream. best gila. you kan nk jadi doctor. to afiq, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
sorry ah en? baling tepung kat kau. mase kau tgh study. haha, sorry gila.

gosh,

lame gila tak post kan? haha, cause baru balik holiday. agak best lah holiday, my family mcm dh together balik. and kakak pun ada balik sini cause holiday jugak. yeah, best lahh :) but yg tak best nya abang ah, grr. buat masalah je. and smpai sini je trus call budak b. haha, dia tak smpai sini lagi oh. then mcm risau ah cause dia ckp smpai 3.50 pm but smpai pukul 9.00 pm. pergh delay lama gila. but atleast dpt jugak ckp dengan dia. rindu gila. haha, dia ckp mummy dia dh jumpa menantu. pergh, melepas lah aku. haha. but tape, lama lagi dia nk kawin. so boleh kumpul duit byk2. haha. masuk meminang :P first come first serve. ha ha ha.

at last

at last, i tell somebody about my problems. i think she the one that i trust, i don't know why? i just know her about 3 months ago. but we're too close now. after school i must text her, before sleep text her and call her, and woke up in the morning text her again. yeah, likee sumpah rapat gila. and my friends yang ikut mase i kluar dgn dia pun ckp, we're too close. :P but what can i do? dh memang perangai same en? kamching. LOL. she's the only one that knows about my history. i hope she will keep it as a secret. yeah, she's quit bust lately but she have time to text me and answer my phone call. BANGGA nie. we share our problems together. we sing a song together. we hear radio together. we hung out together. we shopping together. and we do our homework together. haha, macam mane tu? :P mesti pelik kan? but ada ah cara dia. :P
i think i found a right girl but i don't know if she found me as a right man? haih

No wonder

No wonder Dee love Corde Spank Broadus. haha, cause he's cute. Yeah, cute but I'm cuter babe :)
ingat tuu. I just watch this snoop dogg fatherhood. Yeah, its all because of dee. I'm jealous with Corde's family cause his family perfect. not like me. His father are so romantic eventho his father is a hip hop singer. And his mom show the real love of family. CoCori. Yeah, its his name and his brother name and his sister name. I'm jealous of that. But if i think again, maybe Snoop can make it infront of camera. That is just my conclusion. butttt, its a reality show. haih, I'm so jealous of Corde! yelah, dia ada family perfect, bapak popular, ramai peminat eventho pkai braces, haha andd one more thing, sebab Dee suka dia. haih. dia main guitar hero, aku pun main. haha. I boleh challenge dia ah dee :P