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Its been a while kan? Hmm, I know I'm busy now. SPM is around the corner. But I think I'm ready. Gosh, what happened to me? Anisa, please stop pretending. I know you don't love me but tell me face to face. Don't make anything stupid. Gosh, I'm totally regret when I accept you in my life. Now you like shit in my life. but tak sampai hati nak meletakkan ketepi. karang ada pula mulut busuk cakap "kau buat dia macam sampah" hmm. dah biasa dah dengar tu. Its better being in relationship with someone who are not in the same school. haih, why can't I get her heart? Its been a year okay? but why she being like kawan je. Doesn't she know that I love her? sometimes I feel she's gettin far with me. I don't know why, maybe because I have girlfriend? Maybe she doesn't want involve with me if I have girlfriend. If that is the answer, I can do anything. but I don't have the answer. and now she's getting closer with her ex! repeat ex! gosh, why this can be happening? and her ex is my friend. hmm, you know it hurts me. you can laugh out loud if you read this cause you could think that I'm desperate. gosh, I want to tell you that I love you so much, its become much more when you're not around me. Why you can't realize it? and my friend you know i love her and why you take she away from me? I respect you at first because you can be her's but now my respect to you has gone. I don't know what to do. Now is your time maybe next is my time. when its my time, i'll show you who are the hero in this story!

semalam karoeke, gosh. I'm jealous dengan Dee and Abang Hafiz. act abang Hafiz is not dee's cousins. kawan2 jugak. kitaorang lepak. Cousins dee, Ijal, Rani, AA, Ali, Mila, Ajiq, Eman, Kak Nora, and campur dengan Abang Hafiz. Kak Nora is the oldest! hmm, Idk why I think Abang Dee not like me. Mcm dh dpt restu dari whole family except abang dia! haih. okay, back to the story. I'm jealous to dee and abang hafiz because dorang duet lagu apa tah. tapi sweet gila lah. haha, jealous nie. and my car dh repair. :D:D luckily kawan daddy ada, then dia tolong! :)
i skype-ing with my mummy. and she said, luckily i'm not injured. and ada lagi satu cerita, raya ke-3 daddy dee ajak pergi perak, but mummy cakap takpayah lah. haha, kalau tak, I drive a long journey with Dee! ahhaah, but tape lah en? Raya ke-2 dah lama jalan.!
wee, thanks for everything you've done for me. Your cousins are superb lah deeeeee! :D:D

What a worst day

Gosh, Last night I went to The Garden with Dee and her cousin(s). We're lepak-ing at Redbox. and then bila nak balik kiteorang pegi lah car park. gosh, guess what? my car was broken in! haih! dah la my parents are not here. haih, kenapa semua jadi mcm nie? thanks god and Dee, her cousins and her mummy! mummy dia ajak balik rumah, but i was like nanti apa bibik cakap kan? sebab, my parents tade. btw, maybe ada hikmah di sebaliknya.

btw, hari raya ke-2 is the best day ever. I feel like, I've my family again. hee, Thanks to uncle muzamir family! sumpah doe!

Its been a while I didn't update my blog. I'm busy. and I'm lazy. you know what? SPM trial is motherfucka hard. Gosh, I don't know I can get a good result or what? SPM is coming sooon. another 30++ days. Goshgosh! Raya is not so important to me eventhough its been a year I'm waiting for raya. Her decision to leave him really make me feel relieved. I feel so cruel. He is my friend. and she also my friend or can i call it special friend. gosh, i still don't know the truth. i'm truly miss you. lepak raya jom

damn it!

gilalah. aku tak puas hati dengan kau!

23rd april

YAY! Finally I'm 17. haha, I can get my lesen. And today my friend baling tepung + telur at me. Jaga korang. That disgusting. Nasib mummy tak marah. Btw, I'm having a good time lah. I got present before kan? :) haha. Seronok gilaa! Tak sabar nk amik lesen and I can drive happily. And guess what? Dulu daddy tak kasi I pergi Pilot Academy and now dia kasi. Cause dia tengok I like really nak kn? Malaysia Airlines. Here I come. I'll fly :) YAY!

ada orang nk belanja Ice Cream :)

Birthday Party :)

I had a best party ever. My mom and my dad and my sis are there :) And the most important guest pun ada. I want to upload picture but my camera tade battery. so malas lah. and I get lots of birthday present. Uncle Muzamir gives me ODM. orang tengah pakai sekarang :) I made early birthday party cause my sis nk balik dh so kene buat awal, if nk tunggu 23rd memang dia dh start class balik dh. btw best gila :D after that, we're having dinner. family dinner. best gila. and kakak suka dee. dia ckp dee comel. and kakak gives me something unexpected. and all my family are back together except abang. abang tu degil. haih.