Its been a while I didn't update my blog. I'm busy. and I'm lazy. you know what? SPM trial is motherfucka hard. Gosh, I don't know I can get a good result or what? SPM is coming sooon. another 30++ days. Goshgosh! Raya is not so important to me eventhough its been a year I'm waiting for raya. Her decision to leave him really make me feel relieved. I feel so cruel. He is my friend. and she also my friend or can i call it special friend. gosh, i still don't know the truth. i'm truly miss you. lepak raya jom