finish finish finish finish finish finish finish finish finish

wohooooooo. boleh enjoy sakan ;)

even you are the last woman in earth, I'll never be back with you bitch.
perangai macam hape, kau buat aku bengang tau tak?

anyway good luck to all spm candidates. and wish me luck too

hell yeah

Agree with me? You should too. :)

FINALLY

FINALLY

ITS OVER.

randoms

Its been a while kan? Hmm, I know I'm busy now. SPM is around the corner. But I think I'm ready. Gosh, what happened to me? Anisa, please stop pretending. I know you don't love me but tell me face to face. Don't make anything stupid. Gosh, I'm totally regret when I accept you in my life. Now you like shit in my life. but tak sampai hati nak meletakkan ketepi. karang ada pula mulut busuk cakap "kau buat dia macam sampah" hmm. dah biasa dah dengar tu. Its better being in relationship with someone who are not in the same school. haih, why can't I get her heart? Its been a year okay? but why she being like kawan je. Doesn't she know that I love her? sometimes I feel she's gettin far with me. I don't know why, maybe because I have girlfriend? Maybe she doesn't want involve with me if I have girlfriend. If that is the answer, I can do anything. but I don't have the answer. and now she's getting closer with her ex! repeat ex! gosh, why this can be happening? and her ex is my friend. hmm, you know it hurts me. you can laugh out loud if you read this cause you could think that I'm desperate. gosh, I want to tell you that I love you so much, its become much more when you're not around me. Why you can't realize it? and my friend you know i love her and why you take she away from me? I respect you at first because you can be her's but now my respect to you has gone. I don't know what to do. Now is your time maybe next is my time. when its my time, i'll show you who are the hero in this story!

semalam karoeke, gosh. I'm jealous dengan Dee and Abang Hafiz. act abang Hafiz is not dee's cousins. kawan2 jugak. kitaorang lepak. Cousins dee, Ijal, Rani, AA, Ali, Mila, Ajiq, Eman, Kak Nora, and campur dengan Abang Hafiz. Kak Nora is the oldest! hmm, Idk why I think Abang Dee not like me. Mcm dh dpt restu dari whole family except abang dia! haih. okay, back to the story. I'm jealous to dee and abang hafiz because dorang duet lagu apa tah. tapi sweet gila lah. haha, jealous nie. and my car dh repair. :D:D luckily kawan daddy ada, then dia tolong! :)
i skype-ing with my mummy. and she said, luckily i'm not injured. and ada lagi satu cerita, raya ke-3 daddy dee ajak pergi perak, but mummy cakap takpayah lah. haha, kalau tak, I drive a long journey with Dee! ahhaah, but tape lah en? Raya ke-2 dah lama jalan.!
wee, thanks for everything you've done for me. Your cousins are superb lah deeeeee! :D:D

What a worst day

Gosh, Last night I went to The Garden with Dee and her cousin(s). We're lepak-ing at Redbox. and then bila nak balik kiteorang pegi lah car park. gosh, guess what? my car was broken in! haih! dah la my parents are not here. haih, kenapa semua jadi mcm nie? thanks god and Dee, her cousins and her mummy! mummy dia ajak balik rumah, but i was like nanti apa bibik cakap kan? sebab, my parents tade. btw, maybe ada hikmah di sebaliknya.

btw, hari raya ke-2 is the best day ever. I feel like, I've my family again. hee, Thanks to uncle muzamir family! sumpah doe!

Its been a while I didn't update my blog. I'm busy. and I'm lazy. you know what? SPM trial is motherfucka hard. Gosh, I don't know I can get a good result or what? SPM is coming sooon. another 30++ days. Goshgosh! Raya is not so important to me eventhough its been a year I'm waiting for raya. Her decision to leave him really make me feel relieved. I feel so cruel. He is my friend. and she also my friend or can i call it special friend. gosh, i still don't know the truth. i'm truly miss you. lepak raya jom

damn it!

gilalah. aku tak puas hati dengan kau!

23rd april

YAY! Finally I'm 17. haha, I can get my lesen. And today my friend baling tepung + telur at me. Jaga korang. That disgusting. Nasib mummy tak marah. Btw, I'm having a good time lah. I got present before kan? :) haha. Seronok gilaa! Tak sabar nk amik lesen and I can drive happily. And guess what? Dulu daddy tak kasi I pergi Pilot Academy and now dia kasi. Cause dia tengok I like really nak kn? Malaysia Airlines. Here I come. I'll fly :) YAY!

ada orang nk belanja Ice Cream :)

Birthday Party :)

I had a best party ever. My mom and my dad and my sis are there :) And the most important guest pun ada. I want to upload picture but my camera tade battery. so malas lah. and I get lots of birthday present. Uncle Muzamir gives me ODM. orang tengah pakai sekarang :) I made early birthday party cause my sis nk balik dh so kene buat awal, if nk tunggu 23rd memang dia dh start class balik dh. btw best gila :D after that, we're having dinner. family dinner. best gila. and kakak suka dee. dia ckp dee comel. and kakak gives me something unexpected. and all my family are back together except abang. abang tu degil. haih.

I'm being forced

haha, I'm being forced to participate on Earth Hour. tautau je lah siapa yang paksa. but I've enjoy :) and yesterday tengok confession of shoppaholic with Dee. haha, then saja je I ajak dia pergi shopping. guess what? dia tak shopping langsung. eleh, sedar sekejap je tu. btw, cineleisure damansara rock :) new hangout place. haha, kelakar tak korang rasa bila dee ckp "Nabil, memandu dengan berhati2 eh? Take care." haha, memandu tu yang tak tahan tu. haha.

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu

Faizal Tahir rock kan? Rambut dia lawa.

yesterday blues :)

Jakarta was awsome, mummy shopping like everything free. haha, penat tau teman dia shopping. Mummy ckp,"Jangan nak merungut, nanti dapat wife mcm mummy lagi kesian Nabil."
haha, mummy tibe2 je ckp psl wife doe. and I do shop lots lah. anak dengan mak sama je kan? and yesterday pergi hangout dgn diana M. haha, dia bawak cousins dia, so what at least dpt jumpa dia. hmm, and I bought newnewnewnew jersey kat Nike semalam. yeah, lawa gila. tak sabar nk pakai. haha

away

I'm away to Jakarta for 4 Days, haih. I'm so damn tired. so I need rest. My dad decide to bring us to Jakarta. kenapalah tak pergi bulan 6? kalau tak boleh jumpa dia. haha. hmm, while mummy shopping, I want to sleep :D yeahhh. but daddy ask me to bring my books. haih. nk dpt 10 A's lah katekan. haih.

that moment with her :)

I can't update my blog selalu. I'm busy all the time. Hmm, but last Saturday I'm out with her, she's look more pretty when she wear tudung. yeah more pretty, its make my heart beat faster than before. haha, we went to KL, i drive people. :) hmm, but i have no licence. and there's a lots of police around kl, like OMG. but she ask me to relax. tak kena tahan :P hmm, makan kat kedai mamak bawah pokok. fucking yummy kann? then we went to sogo cause i want to buy something fr my daddy. hmm, fr some reason i love being appreciate from her. she make me feels so complete. even though she just "friend" of mine. i love her, and she also always make me laugh with her jokes and when i saw her smile its make me feel legaaaa :) and when went out with her, ada je yang tak kena. haha, slalu merungut2. thats when i love her. her own attitude. she's not plastic like others. first time jumpa pun jadi mcm dh lama kenal. cause her is her. and I'm sad if i must leave her fr some reason. bila dh tak rapat lagi i don't know what to do. I'm sad when she's sad. Bila keluar masa mraz concert. she's look sad. hmm, i want to know why, but she secret it from me. I thought I know everything about her, but actually not. She's not what you look her outside, nak mendalami diri dia amat lah susah. Dia banyak secret but I know one day she will tell someone that she trust. . and there's is one song for her, Skyway Avenue by We The Kings. Its for her :)

I feel so damn tired

Yeah, I'm quite busy lately. Penat gila babi doe. Haih, chemistry and bio kene hafal banyak gila. tu lah, tak nak belajar since form 4. hmm, and this saturday ada family day. tah hape2. jumpa cousin gedik2 semua. benci je. baik lepak rumah, main ps ke? main bola ke? haha, shopping ke en? hmm, lama kot tak contact budak busuk. rindu ah en? hmm, if i make a first move, is't she accept it? haih, i'm confuse. I want to concetrate to my study but I also don't want her to fall in others hand. haih, make me a choice please. hmm, I didn't use phone as usual. guna weekend je. try to me smart. haha,

haih,

i'm kinda scared about my result. i didn't study at all. tu lah, main bola je keje. hmm, fizik is damn easy also add maths. but, chemistry and bio, i didn't remember the formula. haih. history is so damn bored, how come dee love history ? haha, she's weird ain't she ?
hmm, i also scared if my crush taken with somebody else. she keep talking about one of my friends. haih, i'm so menyesal kenalkan mereka berdua. my friends tu pun always ask about her. haih, i don't to be middle person. i'm tired of this. haih. i love my crush and i care about my friends. what should i do?

like OMG

next month ada test? haih, kene study semua. haih, tape. nk jadi engineer punya pasal. btw, science stream tak susah wey :) dee masuk lah science stream. best gila. you kan nk jadi doctor. to afiq, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
sorry ah en? baling tepung kat kau. mase kau tgh study. haha, sorry gila.

gosh,

lame gila tak post kan? haha, cause baru balik holiday. agak best lah holiday, my family mcm dh together balik. and kakak pun ada balik sini cause holiday jugak. yeah, best lahh :) but yg tak best nya abang ah, grr. buat masalah je. and smpai sini je trus call budak b. haha, dia tak smpai sini lagi oh. then mcm risau ah cause dia ckp smpai 3.50 pm but smpai pukul 9.00 pm. pergh delay lama gila. but atleast dpt jugak ckp dengan dia. rindu gila. haha, dia ckp mummy dia dh jumpa menantu. pergh, melepas lah aku. haha. but tape, lama lagi dia nk kawin. so boleh kumpul duit byk2. haha. masuk meminang :P first come first serve. ha ha ha.

at last

at last, i tell somebody about my problems. i think she the one that i trust, i don't know why? i just know her about 3 months ago. but we're too close now. after school i must text her, before sleep text her and call her, and woke up in the morning text her again. yeah, likee sumpah rapat gila. and my friends yang ikut mase i kluar dgn dia pun ckp, we're too close. :P but what can i do? dh memang perangai same en? kamching. LOL. she's the only one that knows about my history. i hope she will keep it as a secret. yeah, she's quit bust lately but she have time to text me and answer my phone call. BANGGA nie. we share our problems together. we sing a song together. we hear radio together. we hung out together. we shopping together. and we do our homework together. haha, macam mane tu? :P mesti pelik kan? but ada ah cara dia. :P
i think i found a right girl but i don't know if she found me as a right man? haih

No wonder

No wonder Dee love Corde Spank Broadus. haha, cause he's cute. Yeah, cute but I'm cuter babe :)
ingat tuu. I just watch this snoop dogg fatherhood. Yeah, its all because of dee. I'm jealous with Corde's family cause his family perfect. not like me. His father are so romantic eventho his father is a hip hop singer. And his mom show the real love of family. CoCori. Yeah, its his name and his brother name and his sister name. I'm jealous of that. But if i think again, maybe Snoop can make it infront of camera. That is just my conclusion. butttt, its a reality show. haih, I'm so jealous of Corde! yelah, dia ada family perfect, bapak popular, ramai peminat eventho pkai braces, haha andd one more thing, sebab Dee suka dia. haih. dia main guitar hero, aku pun main. haha. I boleh challenge dia ah dee :P